today has been along day, but i am slowly learning the meaning of life and seeing how closed our eyes are to everything love more people
I HAVE RETURNED, yay
FINALLY! Ugh, it has seriously escalated to the most crazy roller coaster experience my small existence has yet to encounter. I could write a novel, but essentially I’ve had little to no Internet for the past month-and-a-half or so, and just got my new network set up! Great success.
In the meantime I have been connecting to my small town’s local free wifi, which is along the road that runs through the middle of the town. However, because I’m a few blocks away and because many people connect to it at all times, my connection has been very spotty and as a result a lot of messages I’ve sent never reached their destinations and it’s been difficult to navigate most websites for very long at all each time there’s an interval of stable connection. BUT THAT IS IN THE PAST NOW and I’m back on track and on schedule. Sorry for the crazy holdup, guys~ :(
And in WONDERFULLY EXCITING news, I’ve found a new method that will change EVERYTHING about how I run and organize my commission business, and it makes me cry tears of joy. It’s called Asana, and it’s essentially just a glorified personal To-Do list that allows me to integrate really detailed lists & stages of my projects that are due by certain dates. It’s mostly advertised to teams of people that need to work together, but it works just as effectively for any working individual/entrepreneur who needs to organize all of their clients, jobs, and responsibilities in general!
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Colored sketch commission from FA, for zakedas ~ Finished this not too long ago. First time I’ve added a background for a sketch commission. Preeetty fun, and definitely a nice change from all the porny things!
WIP of a colored sketch commission that’s raping my hand, but I’m enjoying every bit of it anyway. Those boots look rather heavy to be able to jump in, let alone fight in…but IT’S FANTASY, RIGHT?
And why yes, it is 4:30 in the morning…
The long-awaited commission for svarta-perlan ~
NEW YEARS LIVESTREAMIN’ art things
»»»» Working on this picture! Coloring it in and finishing it tonight~
I’mma be streaming aaaaalll night long, for like the next 8-10 hours, most likely. Deadlines to meet in so little time, and I’ve been sick these past few days. AUGH~ MUCH BETTER NOW though, so I gotta catch up on them arts!
I have been super ridiculously SICK…with a mysterious sickness that I’ve randomly come down with periodically for the past couple years, starting at once a month for 5-7 months and dwindling away since. The last time I came down with it (other than this last week) was sometime in February earlier this year.
Here’s a DA journal entry I wrote about the symptoms and such…
- Just posting that link because if ANYONE has any idea what it could be, or if they’ve ever heard of such symptoms before…that would be so fantastic to give me your two cents. I’ve yet to find what triggers it or what cures it. When it happens, I simply have to tough it out until it decides to go away.
- I was diagnosed with iron deficiency as a child (only thing to ever be diagnosed with), but I got blood tests done this summer, and everything seems to be a-okay!
- Pretty sure it’s not anemia, even though a lot of the symptoms are similar.
Since it had been so many un-sick months since the last time I got sick with it (February), I figured it was gone for good…but NOPE. But yeah, doing MUCH better today so I’mma be streaming aaaall night!
Oh, and Happy New Years everyone~
A couple commissioned bust sketches gone too far from a couple months ago~ Just realized I never posted these!
OH, and Happy Holidays/Christmas! I hope that everyone who reads this is at peace and I hope that you all prosper and grow in the coming months of the new year~ May you find positive opportunities in the sea of endless possibilities!
Pulling all-nighters on Christmas, aw yiss~ Fullbody sketch commission that I started a while ago and finished the last touches last night… I loved the character’s design too much so I ended up putting a lot more detail in it and it ended up more like lineart. WOOPS
LIVESTREAMING ART again yay
Check it out if you like! I will be streaming for the next 4-5 hours or so.
FINALLLYYYY able to Livestream again, I’m SO happy!! So, my goal is to stream nearly every day from here on out, and preferably almost all day now that my sleeping schedule has stabilized again. I’ll randomly go back and forth between my SFW (piratecashoo) and NSFW (zombiebooty) channels, depending on the content of the pictures I’m drawing. About 90% of the work will be commissions for the next couple months, since there’s a lot to catch up on! But on any given time on any given day, one of those stream channels will most likely be online~
I gotta stay on work-schedule and almost more importantly stay in the flow of art, so I can’t stop to conversate much at all, sadly… I can answer to customers and try to answer questions that don’t require long answers though! Sorry about that, but I gotta stay on top of myself!
ugh, my confidence has been DEAD lately, although there’s tons of work being done. But…as a result it’s been making me itch to re-do things until I’m satisfied with the outcomes, because I can’t sleep at night if confidence & positivity isn’t put into each project. Sadly, I absolutely don’t have the time to do such things, so I must continue on.
Here’s something that I’m kinda happy with in the meantime…an overdue sketch bust WIP of a guy named Ratchet. A fun challenge out of my comfort zone~
Sicksicksick. Let go of me.
at least I have one foot free.
commission WIP…some sort of sad attempt at a more dynamic angle hahaha~
EDIT: haha it is kind of a T&A pose innit? The more refined sketch with clothes has her boob made a lot less prominent, which looks a lot better IMO. Her right leg/buttcheek is more visible because it’s squished under her left leg, so I tried to show that? I re-drew her legs and butt SO MANY TIMES…it was a rather troublesome little thing indeed…but she’s going to wear a dress, so her butt/upper legs won’t matter in the end.
I know some of my followers don’t like anthro characters, but I am happy with this picture and I enjoy the character design. The lineart was done a few months ago, and I re-colored over it again today with lotsa new and tasty details because the customer waited an unusually long time for completion~ So, some compensation was found necessary.
(I don’t consider myself a furry but gaddamn I love drawing animalistic humanoids, and they have helped me understand both human and animal anatomy considerably better since I started drawing ‘em, so haters are just missing out and stuff I guess)
just another sketch fullbody commission~ Don’t receive very many anime-type characters these days, so it was a fun change. She’s a pretty emotionless, expressionless character, which ended up being bit challenging for me to find a relatively good pose…but yay little skulls!
I’ve been aiming to post at least once per day, but many of my commissions these days have been either erotic or taking more than one day to finish. poops. HOWEVER…PREPARE YOURSELVES, for there will be lots of Cashoo, Ueuschempt, and all my other babies from my universe here soon enough huhuhu~ I am excite